( they lay in bed a lot together, eddie idly notes one evening.
they're pressed flush against one another in richie's too small twin bed as a warm breeze blows in through the open window. although school had been out for a little over a week but its surprisingly quiet tonight considering all the end of the year and graduation parties that had been so commonplace since the summer had began. he had been to a few of them with richie and the other losers but mostly he had stuck close to richie since their senior year had ended. yeah, his mother still sighed and hated how much time they spent together but she hated him going to parties more so this was the lesser of two evils in her eyes.
he can't imagine how much she would wail and curse if she knew just how close they actually were. certainly, she'd probably die on the spot. she was already ready to lock him in his room as it was since it was clear just how little she enjoyed the idea of him leaving home. they had fought and fought until eddie had finally given in to signing up for classes at the local community college instead of applying for anywhere outside of derry. if only just to get her off his back because, in truth, he was far from sticking around derry.
and, as they lay there together now, eddie can't help frowning. all he wanted was to get out of this town, leave with richie and go somewhere else where they could just live together. where they could get the jobs they wanted, be together and not worry about all this small town bullshit that had been their entire lives. they could live somewhere near the ocean, get married and have some yappy dog, kiss one another without worry.
it's perhaps why eddie shifts just enough to tilt his head on richie's chest, looking up at him and taking in a shaky breath. )
Hey, um, so... what if we just left tomorrow? Fuck graduation and just drive out of here instead?
[Richie hadn't given into his parent's whims, but they hadn't particularly wanted him to stay either. Maggie was glowing with pride that Richie was graduating at the top of his class, finally okay with having a smart boy. Instead of an athletic boy, instead of a young man. They'd survived the unthinkable, grown-up better for it and lying in bed sweeping his fingers through Eddie's was a way to avoid thinking about the future. He knew he had to leave, one summer and he'd be headed out of state, and even though he promised to talk he knew it wouldn't be the same. It's not like he'll get to see Eddie every day like now.]
I've got a couple of weeks before orientation, cutie. What were you thinking?
[Richie had an old station wagon, and he kept it in decent shape. There was always a pillow and blanket in the back and Eddie had spent just as much time with him in there. Staring at the stars, making promises that he'd never make with anybody else.]
( he hates thinking about what would come after this summer. he hates thinking about there being a time, so soon in the future now, when he would be able to see richie every day. it leaves his heart hammering in his chest whether it was panic or sadness, eddie just wasn't sure. what he does know though is that he wants to spend as much time with rich as possible before they had to be apart. )
I don't know. Go to Portland or maybe Boston. We could even go to New York. ( he mutters lowly, breathing in and letting his fingers trace along exposed skin. although he's tried not to let it slow, tried to be happy (because he is happy) there is a touch of sadness to his smile. ) I don't care though. I just want to be with you.
[Richie had heard about great stops all the way along that drive, all the way west, and even more northern past the Candian border. They could make their summer one to remember.]
Eddie, I love you. 700 miles, 1200 miles. That won't change. You'll always be the one.
Go see the mountains and the ocean. Go stand at the top of the Empire State Building.
( there's so much they could see and many more things they could do. they could make a multitude of memories together to help ease the distance that would soon break them apart. )
I love you too, Richie. I'll always love you. I wanna be with you for the rest of my life.
Sure, drop a penny off see that it does absolutely nothing move onto the next death-defying science experiment.
[Richie leans in to kiss at the outer limits of Eddie's jaw, from his chin to his neck and past his shoulder. One good thing about sharing a bed was how much he got to touch, how much he got to do. Especially at his place, where his parents left him alone. Didn't care so long as they weren't loud or destructive.]
Till we're gray and old and our balls are between our knees. You're the one, babe. I don't think I'll ever look at anybody the way I look at you.
You mean it? Not the penny thing but staying together until we're all old and shit?
( he can't help chuckling softly as richie leans in to kiss along his skin. his own hands dip low and snake under richie's shirt, seeking out to touch warm skin with a delighted hum that can only come from someone being utterly content. he breathes out a long sigh before tilting his gaze back to rich and giving him a fond, utterly lovesick smile. )
I mean it. What- you think I wax poetic with all my other boyfriends around here? Eddie- c'mon.
[Richie might seem unfaithful to the untrained eye but he was utterly devoted to Eddie, infatuated and in love. There's nothing he wouldn't do, up to and including:]
So, let's get married. Canada. Let's go, tie the knot before college and once you've got enough credits to transfer over we can get a place off-campus.
You c'mon! That's a fucking long time, you know. I just want to be sure, okay.
( there was plenty of rumors to deal with in their time together but the idea of richie being unfaithful was perhaps almost hysterical for eddie. he can't see himself living life without richie there and rich has made it clear that it's the same for him too. there wasn't anything rich wouldn't do for him.
up to and including, apparently― )
Huh? ( he doesn't mean to look as confused as he does but, admittedly, he didn't think richie would so readily agree to it. sitting up fully, he looks down at his boyfriend (oh god, fiancee?) with wide eyes. ) Just that easy? I don't even have a ring.
lmao @ me and my genius of the class rings so when they forget they just figure it's theirs or w/e
[God, after what they'd been through and how much work it had taken to get where they were now he knew he'd never be as sure about anything else in his entire life. Eddie's shock just makes him more smitten and he beams up at him with a wide toothy grin that takes up most of his face.]
We're sure. It's the one thing I know I want right now.
( he says with another goofy smile that lights up his features, a faint blush coloring his cheeks just enough that the dusting of freckles across his nose are visible even in the low light. leaning in, eddie smothers a kiss to the corner of his mouth before trailing down to his chin and throat. )
[It's been a year or two since they started their relationship and Richie still loses his mind every time Eddie kisses him or sits across his lap. Some part of him still the thirteen-year-old with a stupid crush and always would be, he laughs but makes no effort to push him away, his hands find refuge in Eddie's hips. The same way they always had.]
You made it to the top of the class somehow. ( eddie says with a smile that lights up his features. he continues nosing at richie's neck as he shifts closer still as hands find their way to his hips. god, he just loves the feel of richie's hands on him. ) Hearing them call your name, you standing up there with all the other big brains. I was so proud of you, and I couldn't help but think was: he's mine, mine, mine.
( and now they might make that permanent. something lasting. proof there was at least one good thing that came out of this shitty town. )
Marrying you would probably be the smartest thing I could do.
[The sense of ownership though, it makes him swell with pride. Richie wanted to belong to Eddie, maybe it was stupid but after everything, they'd been through shouldn't they have that. Didn't they at least deserve that?]
( he says with a chuckle. dipping his head down eddie presses his lips to richie's pulse point and bites down against the skin there, intent on leaving a mark. )
[The bite gets a strangled sort of sigh out of him, Richie loved it when Eddie was rough with him and loved necking and kissing him. There wasn't ever a moment when he wasn't down for it, and he couldn't get enough.]
( needless to say the strangled sigh that eddie earns from his bite just eggs him on. he eagerly licks at the bruised skin, hands roaming along richie's sides and over warm skin as he hums contently. )
One of those burnt wood ones? How New England of you. ( he's near straddling richie at this point so focused on leaving more purposeful little marks. ) We should get a dog too.
What kind of dog? A pug? A basset hound? I like those ugly dogs.
[Richie laughs, his tongue between his teeth and he really is loving this. Sure, they're eloping and none of their friends will be there not even if he texted Stan or Mike and begged but they're busy everybody's planning for the trip and they'd find someone once they passed the border.]
A basset hound is so perfectly you too. You'd be a perfect fit for one another.
( there's a part of him that does regret that they would be doing this without their friends. without any of them knowing until it was all over but they could always have a nice get together later, right? at the confession, eddie sits up just enough so that he can lean forward and press a kiss to his lips. soft, chaste but absolutely brimming with love. )
Just thinking about it... I can't imagine anything better than being married to you.
We're a perfect fit for each other. A dog'll just be our number three.
[Richie kisses Eddie back, slow and purposeful, his fingertips sloping from just behind Eddie's ear all the way down past his neck. The love he was brimming with was mirrored in Richie and he did his best to show that.]
You're such a sap. ( he murmurs into the kiss, sticking his tongue out playfully but quickly surrendering over to the kiss. it's easy for eddie to lose himself in the intimacy and he knows he'd never be happier than he was when he was in richie's arms. ) But you're my sap.
( he curls up close to richie's side, letting a hand come to slip his fingers through richie's hair and sigh. )
A semester won't be so bad. We'll be back together before your birthday.
Exactly, and I'll call you every day. You won't even miss me.
[Richie slows into the movement of Eddie's fingers, yes he was nervous and didn't want to be without him but the last thing he wanted was for Eddie to feel the same way. Richie wanted Eddie to be excited and secure in the next chapter of their life.]
No. I'll miss you, I don't think it'll be possible for me not to miss you.
( even with richie calling every day, eddie knew there would still be an unmistakable loneliness that would come from him just not being there. it's something he's been preparing for but still not quite coming to terms with fully. it's just hard to imagine not having richie right there at his side. )
But it'll be okay.
if you wanna time skip you're welcome to! up to you.
[Richie leans in and kisses the corner of Eddie's mouth and then his cheek. Too old to be having sleepovers in the same bed, too in love to care. He slips into a more comfortable position and wraps his body around him tightly. The way he'd always done when they were young and would, continue to do forever.]
( it's the one thing eddie could be 100% sure in the craziness that had been their lives. it makes it easy for him to curl in closer to richie's body and wrap his arms around his middle, burying his face against the other boy's chest with a tired sigh. although his thoughts lingered on their upcoming separation there is comfort and calm to be found in simply being at his side, easing him into a gentle rest.
the morning seems to come quickly, eddie waking early and eagerly moving to get richie up as well. this time yesterday, he had mostly been excited with the idea of graduation and being done with high school finally but now all he can think about is jumping in rich's car and driving for the border. it doesn't take long, thankfully, to get things together. they've both saved up a good bit of cash and it's not like they have a lot to bring with them beyond their clothes.
once he's left his mom a note explaining that, no-- he hasn't been kidnapped. they are finally able to set off. it isn't until they leave the derry limits that eddie finally feels at ease and once they reach canada? he's quite possibly, literally, shaking. that isn't to say anything of once they decide on a place with someone that'll marry them. it's a quiet, a bit awkward, ceremony but eddie can't helping tearing up. he doesn't full on find himself crying but damn, god damn, if he doesn't come close as he reads the vows he wrote on the back of a diner napkin.
it's only later when they're hand in hand, rings exchanged and awkwardly fitted on different fingers that he does break down with happy sniffling, openly crying.
the rest of the summer seems to swim by a leisurely pace. they go wherever the roads take them from the big cities to the smaller towns on the coastlines. it's simple, perfect and eddie swears that he probably holds richie's (his husband's) hand the entire time even when they're sleeping. it's so perfect that he doesn't want it to end and as they're driving back to derry, he breaks down again but this time it's in that heartbreaking sadness.
much like the summer, the fall and winter seems to take its time. richie keeps to his word and calls everyday, sometimes more than once and eddie is always there to answer. after their summer shenanigans his mother hold is tighter than ever but he still keeps pushing things. he visits richie more often than not during the holidays, traveling by bus from derry and even surprises him for christmas by having pooled together enough money to get their rings refitted. the r+e carved into the bands is an extra touch but richie seems to love the gesture and that is more than enough for eddie.
but finally the day comes when he leaves derry by bus without a return ticket, a bag all that he has to his name. his grades had never been as great as rich's own but he had managed somehow to be accepted to the same school and now they even had their own place. so, yeah, eddie swears his heart is probably beating like a drum the entire bus ride. usually, he was excited but now he feels some fear? but that was normal when starting a new chapter of your life, right? he tries not to think too hard about it and instead focus on the good that'll come from this.
he's the first off the bus once it arrives at the station, immediately scanning the crowd until a familiar bean pole of a husband catches his attention and eddie near tackles him off his feet as arms come to wrap around rich with a squeeze. )
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they're pressed flush against one another in richie's too small twin bed as a warm breeze blows in through the open window. although school had been out for a little over a week but its surprisingly quiet tonight considering all the end of the year and graduation parties that had been so commonplace since the summer had began. he had been to a few of them with richie and the other losers but mostly he had stuck close to richie since their senior year had ended. yeah, his mother still sighed and hated how much time they spent together but she hated him going to parties more so this was the lesser of two evils in her eyes.
he can't imagine how much she would wail and curse if she knew just how close they actually were. certainly, she'd probably die on the spot. she was already ready to lock him in his room as it was since it was clear just how little she enjoyed the idea of him leaving home. they had fought and fought until eddie had finally given in to signing up for classes at the local community college instead of applying for anywhere outside of derry. if only just to get her off his back because, in truth, he was far from sticking around derry.
and, as they lay there together now, eddie can't help frowning. all he wanted was to get out of this town, leave with richie and go somewhere else where they could just live together. where they could get the jobs they wanted, be together and not worry about all this small town bullshit that had been their entire lives. they could live somewhere near the ocean, get married and have some yappy dog, kiss one another without worry.
it's perhaps why eddie shifts just enough to tilt his head on richie's chest, looking up at him and taking in a shaky breath. )
Hey, um, so... what if we just left tomorrow? Fuck graduation and just drive out of here instead?
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I've got a couple of weeks before orientation, cutie. What were you thinking?
[Richie had an old station wagon, and he kept it in decent shape. There was always a pillow and blanket in the back and Eddie had spent just as much time with him in there. Staring at the stars, making promises that he'd never make with anybody else.]
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I don't know. Go to Portland or maybe Boston. We could even go to New York. ( he mutters lowly, breathing in and letting his fingers trace along exposed skin. although he's tried not to let it slow, tried to be happy (because he is happy) there is a touch of sadness to his smile. ) I don't care though. I just want to be with you.
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[Richie had heard about great stops all the way along that drive, all the way west, and even more northern past the Candian border. They could make their summer one to remember.]
Eddie, I love you. 700 miles, 1200 miles. That won't change. You'll always be the one.
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( there's so much they could see and many more things they could do. they could make a multitude of memories together to help ease the distance that would soon break them apart. )
I love you too, Richie. I'll always love you. I wanna be with you for the rest of my life.
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[Richie leans in to kiss at the outer limits of Eddie's jaw, from his chin to his neck and past his shoulder. One good thing about sharing a bed was how much he got to touch, how much he got to do. Especially at his place, where his parents left him alone. Didn't care so long as they weren't loud or destructive.]
Till we're gray and old and our balls are between our knees. You're the one, babe. I don't think I'll ever look at anybody the way I look at you.
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( he can't help chuckling softly as richie leans in to kiss along his skin. his own hands dip low and snake under richie's shirt, seeking out to touch warm skin with a delighted hum that can only come from someone being utterly content. he breathes out a long sigh before tilting his gaze back to rich and giving him a fond, utterly lovesick smile. )
I wanna marry you, Richie Tozier.
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[Richie might seem unfaithful to the untrained eye but he was utterly devoted to Eddie, infatuated and in love. There's nothing he wouldn't do, up to and including:]
So, let's get married. Canada. Let's go, tie the knot before college and once you've got enough credits to transfer over we can get a place off-campus.
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( there was plenty of rumors to deal with in their time together but the idea of richie being unfaithful was perhaps almost hysterical for eddie. he can't see himself living life without richie there and rich has made it clear that it's the same for him too. there wasn't anything rich wouldn't do for him.
up to and including, apparently― )
Huh? ( he doesn't mean to look as confused as he does but, admittedly, he didn't think richie would so readily agree to it. sitting up fully, he looks down at his boyfriend (oh god, fiancee?) with wide eyes. ) Just that easy? I don't even have a ring.
lmao @ me and my genius of the class rings so when they forget they just figure it's theirs or w/e
[God, after what they'd been through and how much work it had taken to get where they were now he knew he'd never be as sure about anything else in his entire life. Eddie's shock just makes him more smitten and he beams up at him with a wide toothy grin that takes up most of his face.]
We'll just use our class rings.
beautiful /chef's kiss
( he says with another goofy smile that lights up his features, a faint blush coloring his cheeks just enough that the dusting of freckles across his nose are visible even in the low light. leaning in, eddie smothers a kiss to the corner of his mouth before trailing down to his chin and throat. )
How very smart of you and practical too.
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That's me. Smart. Practical.
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( and now they might make that permanent. something lasting. proof there was at least one good thing that came out of this shitty town. )
Marrying you would probably be the smartest thing I could do.
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[The sense of ownership though, it makes him swell with pride. Richie wanted to belong to Eddie, maybe it was stupid but after everything, they'd been through shouldn't they have that. Didn't they at least deserve that?]
Mr. Eddie Tozier or Mr. Richie Kaspbrak?
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( he says with a chuckle. dipping his head down eddie presses his lips to richie's pulse point and bites down against the skin there, intent on leaving a mark. )
Hmm. I do like your last name more than mine.
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The Toziers. We'll get a sign for our place.
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One of those burnt wood ones? How New England of you. ( he's near straddling richie at this point so focused on leaving more purposeful little marks. ) We should get a dog too.
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[Richie laughs, his tongue between his teeth and he really is loving this. Sure, they're eloping and none of their friends will be there not even if he texted Stan or Mike and begged but they're busy everybody's planning for the trip and they'd find someone once they passed the border.]
God, I'm gonna love being married to you.
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( there's a part of him that does regret that they would be doing this without their friends. without any of them knowing until it was all over but they could always have a nice get together later, right? at the confession, eddie sits up just enough so that he can lean forward and press a kiss to his lips. soft, chaste but absolutely brimming with love. )
Just thinking about it... I can't imagine anything better than being married to you.
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[Richie kisses Eddie back, slow and purposeful, his fingertips sloping from just behind Eddie's ear all the way down past his neck. The love he was brimming with was mirrored in Richie and he did his best to show that.]
Me either.
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( he curls up close to richie's side, letting a hand come to slip his fingers through richie's hair and sigh. )
A semester won't be so bad. We'll be back together before your birthday.
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[Richie slows into the movement of Eddie's fingers, yes he was nervous and didn't want to be without him but the last thing he wanted was for Eddie to feel the same way. Richie wanted Eddie to be excited and secure in the next chapter of their life.]
The time'll pass before you even know it.
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( even with richie calling every day, eddie knew there would still be an unmistakable loneliness that would come from him just not being there. it's something he's been preparing for but still not quite coming to terms with fully. it's just hard to imagine not having richie right there at his side. )
But it'll be okay.
if you wanna time skip you're welcome to! up to you.
[Richie leans in and kisses the corner of Eddie's mouth and then his cheek. Too old to be having sleepovers in the same bed, too in love to care. He slips into a more comfortable position and wraps his body around him tightly. The way he'd always done when they were young and would, continue to do forever.]
I promise. Everything'll be fine, Mr. Tozier.
👌
( it's the one thing eddie could be 100% sure in the craziness that had been their lives. it makes it easy for him to curl in closer to richie's body and wrap his arms around his middle, burying his face against the other boy's chest with a tired sigh. although his thoughts lingered on their upcoming separation there is comfort and calm to be found in simply being at his side, easing him into a gentle rest.
the morning seems to come quickly, eddie waking early and eagerly moving to get richie up as well. this time yesterday, he had mostly been excited with the idea of graduation and being done with high school finally but now all he can think about is jumping in rich's car and driving for the border. it doesn't take long, thankfully, to get things together. they've both saved up a good bit of cash and it's not like they have a lot to bring with them beyond their clothes.
once he's left his mom a note explaining that, no-- he hasn't been kidnapped. they are finally able to set off. it isn't until they leave the derry limits that eddie finally feels at ease and once they reach canada? he's quite possibly, literally, shaking. that isn't to say anything of once they decide on a place with someone that'll marry them. it's a quiet, a bit awkward, ceremony but eddie can't helping tearing up. he doesn't full on find himself crying but damn, god damn, if he doesn't come close as he reads the vows he wrote on the back of a diner napkin.
it's only later when they're hand in hand, rings exchanged and awkwardly fitted on different fingers that he does break down with happy sniffling, openly crying.
the rest of the summer seems to swim by a leisurely pace. they go wherever the roads take them from the big cities to the smaller towns on the coastlines. it's simple, perfect and eddie swears that he probably holds richie's (his husband's) hand the entire time even when they're sleeping. it's so perfect that he doesn't want it to end and as they're driving back to derry, he breaks down again but this time it's in that heartbreaking sadness.
much like the summer, the fall and winter seems to take its time. richie keeps to his word and calls everyday, sometimes more than once and eddie is always there to answer. after their summer shenanigans his mother hold is tighter than ever but he still keeps pushing things. he visits richie more often than not during the holidays, traveling by bus from derry and even surprises him for christmas by having pooled together enough money to get their rings refitted. the r+e carved into the bands is an extra touch but richie seems to love the gesture and that is more than enough for eddie.
but finally the day comes when he leaves derry by bus without a return ticket, a bag all that he has to his name. his grades had never been as great as rich's own but he had managed somehow to be accepted to the same school and now they even had their own place. so, yeah, eddie swears his heart is probably beating like a drum the entire bus ride. usually, he was excited but now he feels some fear? but that was normal when starting a new chapter of your life, right? he tries not to think too hard about it and instead focus on the good that'll come from this.
he's the first off the bus once it arrives at the station, immediately scanning the crowd until a familiar bean pole of a husband catches his attention and eddie near tackles him off his feet as arms come to wrap around rich with a squeeze. )
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