Just that I'm sure I still really fucking love you too but, uh, like you said: shit's complicated. I'm barely hanging on as a basic person some days let alone decent lover material.

❪ he stuffs another mouthful of rice into his mouth, unable to think of anything else to do and needing to do something with his hands. even his gaze drops and he shakes his head sighing. ❫

But I wanna be those things for you. Be able to give you what you deserve.