That's a hard pass. I'm not much into dramas had enough of it at home, you know? Besides, we watched a lot of Moonstruck too.

❪ he takes this drink slower because, in truth, he probably shouldn't be drinking at all given his medications. oh, well. two drinks won't kill him and if they do then maybe he wasn't cut out for this shit.

ultimately, he sighs into his drink with an attempt to blot out the memories that threaten to spill over and out. it's not that he doesn't want to remember but he can't think about them right now, not when he's such a fucking mess. the last thing eddie wants is to do something that might end solely in regret or worse.

maybe they can't have what they had before but eddie wants to stay his friend. wants at least one reason to stay close. ❫