When it came down to it there wasn't a whole lot of things I wanted to start over with.

❪ there wasn't a whole lot of things that were just "his" versus "theirs" and eddie, as it turned out, had to cut all of that out. start fresh, as it were, or something like that. he's sure the therapist had said something like that more than once. it's caught up in thoughts like that, that eddie doesn't realize they've arrived until rich is leaning over to take his bag and he left blinking before blindly following after.

and, yeah, this place certainly does scream richie. it's what he imagines rich's place always looking like when and he finds himself taking everything in with a small look.

once again, he finds himself faced with another good question. ❫

I, uh— going back to Derry changed a lot of shit, you know? I remembered a lot of stuff I forgot from before and it was stuff I shouldn't have ever forgot. Stuff to do with my mom, stuff that reminded me a lot of what I had now with Myra...

❪ and he trails off figuring that rich might see where he was going. might understand without him having to break down into the details. ❫