❪ his mind is a mess of long forgotten memories, shit he should have never forgotten and this renewed vigor to kill that fucking clown. yet eddie can't help slipping into the safety of this moment because that had always been the case, hadn't it? bad days, shitty days or the days where he just didn't feel like he could deal with it— rich always made them better.
just being with him and having those arms wrapped around him helped him to forget about the bad and remember the good. remember everything good he had with the other losers and most importantly: everything good he had with richie.
his heart and mind are both struggling to keep up with the onslaught of emotions returning but if one thing made sense, it was richie. that's why it isn't a hard decision to kiss him like this, to nudge them closer toward the bed although there is a brief pause at the other's murmured words that just leave eddie smiling fondly. ❫
I'll be okay, Richie. ❪ he says leaning in and nipping at his bottom lip. ❫ I'll tell you if I need to stop.
❪ he smiles again because that's always been richie's way. those soft, gentle reminders. eddie never had to worry about if rich saw him as his own person because it was something he always knew. ❫
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just being with him and having those arms wrapped around him helped him to forget about the bad and remember the good. remember everything good he had with the other losers and most importantly: everything good he had with richie.
his heart and mind are both struggling to keep up with the onslaught of emotions returning but if one thing made sense, it was richie. that's why it isn't a hard decision to kiss him like this, to nudge them closer toward the bed although there is a brief pause at the other's murmured words that just leave eddie smiling fondly. ❫
I'll be okay, Richie. ❪ he says leaning in and nipping at his bottom lip. ❫ I'll tell you if I need to stop.
❪ he smiles again because that's always been richie's way. those soft, gentle reminders. eddie never had to worry about if rich saw him as his own person because it was something he always knew. ❫