[This is bold uncharted territory for Richie but he's not about to go into the breakdown of it all. The fact that he's never let himself be with a man since Eddie and until Eddie, coincidentally, it's not a secret. Derry had warped his mind into making him believe something that had him inherently miserable.
Girlfriends, uncomfortable and unsatisfying rote sex. Nothing that meant anything. By the time he started to remember, in Derry, it had almost been too late.
Richie leans in to meet Eddie's lips, a kiss that says shut up before I change my mind without him really having to.]
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Girlfriends, uncomfortable and unsatisfying rote sex. Nothing that meant anything. By the time he started to remember, in Derry, it had almost been too late.
Richie leans in to meet Eddie's lips, a kiss that says shut up before I change my mind without him really having to.]
C'mon. Ground control to Major Tom.