God... I can't believe this is real. I can't believe you'd want me.

[He is sniffling as he leans into the touches and warmth that Eddie provides. When he presses in himself, Richie kisses the side of Eddie's face and rubs soft circles against his back. It's only about another second or two before he kisses him again, unable to stop himself.

He loves him so fucking much. ]

You do realize I'm an asshole, right? Like. You need to think this through before you sign up for the rest of your life. I'm probably gonna drive you crazy, sweetheart.