Probably not the best idea when I just got cleared.

❪ it's not much different from his life in queens. his job just wasn't something that allowed gaps of absence like it would require if he wanted to stay with richie while he was away for his gigs. and, besides, it wasn't like eddie could very well explain the basis of his ptsd wasn't just the former hole in his fucking chest but because of a fucking alien clown that haunted him since childhood. ❫

I used to like time to myself. ❪ times when myra was away with her book club or on some day trip with her friends from work. ❫ Now it's just weird to think you won't be here.

❪ a part of him figures it might also be the fear of them just forgetting one another again. nothing has happened to suggest it would happen but can you really blame him? ❫