So much? (There is a bite of anger in his own words but that doesn't cover the thick layer of hurt.) You fucking knew that going in, Eddie. I don't fucking hold back shit, you know that too. (He doesn't understand what Eddie really wants from him and when it comes to Richie Tozier there isn't much to tell. He's the trashmouth kid of Derry who's hiding his sexuality from the world. ) What the fuck do you want to know about me?

(He closes his eyes once again, taking in another deep breath.) I know I shouldn't have went to that party but I wanted to check out my competition for the huge talent show, get an idea what I was up against but mostly everyone was either drunk or seriously fucking high.

(He moves towards the small cooler Mike found last Summer, thank the gods it still has the small ice pack. It will do wonders for Eddie's injured ankle. He begins to carefully wrap it in a pillow case before moving towards Eddie's sprain. )

And those pictures were nothing, Eddie. The girl was seriously stoned out of her mind and trying to make her boyfriend jealous. She didn't even notice what she was doing or how many times I pulled her off me.

(Poor home girl was a fucking wreck.)

You also know that I'm not....(He cuts himself off for a moment. His sexuality is still a struggling concept.) I don't like girls.....(He whispers more to himself.)

I'm really sorry all this fucking shit is happening.