Your— you think this is your fault? Get over yourself, Richie. I fucking fell which has nothing to do with you! ( Once again, he just can't help the way his own voice cracks which says nothing about the burn of tears in his eyes. The last thing Eddie wants to do is fucking cry in front of Richie yet here he is doing just that. ) You're such an idiot—

( The sound he makes is just defeated and he falls back into the passenger seat with a wet hiccup sound. He hates crying and he especially hates crying in front of Richie but here they are with his gaze focused on discarded first-aid kit in his lap as if it had all the answers in the world. )