(Shit! Now he's actually made Eddie give into his emotions, shattered through those built up walls and has brought Eddie to actual tears. God, he's such a terrible boyfriend, best friend or whatever the hell he is right now. If he's anything to Eddie at all any more at this point. )

You're still fucking hurt, Eddie and its my fucking fault! (He basically shouts back but his own voice cracks from all the pain he's been carrying in his heart these past two weeks, he's fucking falling apart and he hates it.

He misses Eddie terribly and he's terrified he's lost him. )

Fucking stop it! (His hand goes out to reach for the door so that he can close it and keep Eddie inside.)