Except I said I was fine! You know I don't say shit like that unless I mean it but honestly? I am like on the verge of a full blown panic attack right here on main street so I very well might end up in the fucking hospital when they drag me there.
( Nervous energy is definitely a word for it because Eddie is finally up and pacing, pointedly ignoring the looks from anyone passing him on the sidewalk. Yet despite his want to fucking lose it there is still a part of him that has wrangled in some control and he does as told, breathing in deeply through his nose before sighing out slowly. Still it's hard not deny the want to punch something or kick something or fucking cry because everything is spiraling out from under him.
Come home, the unfamiliar yet so familiar voice had told him. The only home he had was the one that Eddie had made with Richie. The home he wanted more than anything right now. )
I didn't almost die. ( He says lightly, tiredly. ) Yeah, well, I'm missing an important meeting with most of the regional bosses so we'll both be fucked together.
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( Nervous energy is definitely a word for it because Eddie is finally up and pacing, pointedly ignoring the looks from anyone passing him on the sidewalk. Yet despite his want to fucking lose it there is still a part of him that has wrangled in some control and he does as told, breathing in deeply through his nose before sighing out slowly. Still it's hard not deny the want to punch something or kick something or fucking cry because everything is spiraling out from under him.
Come home, the unfamiliar yet so familiar voice had told him. The only home he had was the one that Eddie had made with Richie. The home he wanted more than anything right now. )
I didn't almost die. ( He says lightly, tiredly. ) Yeah, well, I'm missing an important meeting with most of the regional bosses so we'll both be fucked together.