❪ he breathes out a sound as richie yanks his shirt off. immediately, eddie has his hands on him and lets them explore the length of his body as richie talks. he gets it though, honestly being split between the moment and this future they had just settled on. at least the bed is comfortable, the sheets aside.
although he smiles there is always a touch of pain thinking back to their teens and everything they could have had then if they had just gotten their shit together. on the other hand, it's still near overwhelming to imagine that richie has been thinking about him for this long. it makes his heart swell and ache pleasantly. ❫
I stuck to daydreaming mostly. I wanted so many things but you were always at the forefront of everything else. ❪ he murmurs and pulls him closer for a small kiss. ❫ Sometimes I think I'm dreaming. That maybe I'll wake up and we'll still be in that fucking sewer.
❪ he lets a hand come up to cup his cheek with a slow breath of air. he doesn't mean for things to be so emotionally but fuck if it wasn't hard sometimes. ❫ I can't lose you again, Rich.
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although he smiles there is always a touch of pain thinking back to their teens and everything they could have had then if they had just gotten their shit together. on the other hand, it's still near overwhelming to imagine that richie has been thinking about him for this long. it makes his heart swell and ache pleasantly. ❫
I stuck to daydreaming mostly. I wanted so many things but you were always at the forefront of everything else. ❪ he murmurs and pulls him closer for a small kiss. ❫ Sometimes I think I'm dreaming. That maybe I'll wake up and we'll still be in that fucking sewer.
❪ he lets a hand come up to cup his cheek with a slow breath of air. he doesn't mean for things to be so emotionally but fuck if it wasn't hard sometimes. ❫ I can't lose you again, Rich.